SAMMY-RAMAN

long lonely nights

2010-03-20T19:25:00.005+08:00

back into my burrow

2010-03-04T17:21:00.009+08:00

exams are finally over, it ended on tuesday. i don't expect myself to score, but a pass seems hopeful. i'm gonna be year 2 in a month's time and i'm totally not looking forward to it.

it's day 2 of the holidays and seriously, it's super boring. i've applied for a few jobs, but not a reply received. my last option would be relief teaching, but i'll give it more time and see how it goes.

i'm still experiencing the same horrible feeling in me, day by day and i think i'm getting used to the pain. well, that's what i assumed. i've found out a pinch of the truth and i'm starting to understand the situation i'm in. but what's the use?
the pain just won't go away and nobody will understand.

singapore's weather is getting very humid and hot! and this will carry on for at least 3 more months. it seems like a good time to lose weight. pray that i won't die faint from dehydration and heat exhaustion.

boring without you

2010-02-16T22:20:00.003+08:00

CNY is finally over

it's time to head back to reality

my exams are on monday and i'm not prepared

ohwells.

left with nothing to say

2010-02-14T23:03:00.001+08:00

remembering all the good times we had.

rubbing my thighs

2010-01-22T00:58:00.004+08:00

why can't i get to work?

you made me paranoid

2010-01-16T23:04:00.001+08:00

i've spent so much waiting and waiting, but i knew it wouldn't happen

why didn't i channel the wasted time to better use?

sucks to be me.

bleeding without blood

2010-01-13T23:29:00.005+08:00

my life has no meaning right now.

i've lost my passion to do what i do, chase for what i wanted to chase for.

the build up of feelings in me is getting too much for me to control.

i need a psychiatrist or a psychologist to help me sort out the bulge in my head, or my head will eventually burst and i'll die from some new found brain/heart cancer with my body lying on a pool of tears.

bloody emo.

revenge is no bad romance

2010-01-03T23:48:00.000+08:00

sometimes, your cross was meant to be shared with others

dawn of a new decade

2010-01-01T14:12:00.000+08:00

a new year. a new decade. new resolutions? maybe. i realised i can't keep to my resolutions, so i won't be making one this year. i'm not looking forward to 2010, but something inside of me just fills me with hope for the future. please don't let it die out.